今天我尽然被恶梦吓醒。。。

我梦见我的GLT尽然真的failed了。。。

虽然我已断定是failed了的。。。

可是很多时候我都在骗自己。。。

我到底能不能接受这个事实呢？？？

自尊心很强的我。。。

经过了这次的失败以后又会否因此产生了恐惧感呢？？？

为什么我还记得我的梦呢？？？

更恐怖的是我还在梦中见到我最怕的蛇  。。。

真的很恐怖。。。我想大叫。。。

可是叫不出声音。。。

想逃可是真的无法逃。。。

此刻的我真的很无助。。。

也只好卷缩在角落那儿哭了。。。

全身怕得战抖着。。。

冷汗不断冒出来。。。

心跳得很快。。。

那种恐惧。。。

真的是无法形容。。。

心里不断的挣扎。。。

也一直想着。。。

谁能来救我啊？？？！！！

难道就这样被蛇咬死吗？？？

当那条蛇迎面而来时。。。

此刻的我居然一声的大喊然后就惊醒了。。。

醒来的时候我居然是满身汗的。。。

而且心跳得很快很快。。。

真的快吓死我了。。。

蛇？？？

难道你就这么的可怕吗？？？

每当见到类似关于蛇的图片或什么的我都会很怕。。。

而且心跳得很快很快。。。

就如那天看到了eevon电脑里蛇的图片。。。

真的吓到我神不守舍得。。。

有心跳的感觉？？？

难道我爱上了蛇啊？？？

救命啊！！！我才不要啊！！！

我怕我会被吓死啊！！！

救命啊！！！谁能来打救我啊？？！！

I'm Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People must learn how to put down…

Is that right???

Yup…

I will try my best to do it…

Instead look forward and never look back…

This is the words i often encourage people…

Keep this in mind…

Be strong…

U can do it…

Me still is me…

Optimist people…

Frens…

Cherish it!

Don't feel regret when u losing all…

 Try my best to do it…

Put down put down n put down…

Stay happy, talkative, active, and never feel afraid…

Friday>>>

Celebration Mandy's birthday at Full House

Happy Birthday To Mandy

Kidding+chitchat+take photo+supper 

Then go opposite there a while

Beer+chitchat+take photos

Almost 1130pm++

we go back home lurr:))

Actually too early xia~haha~:)

but bo bian eevon got "doorcontrol"...haha

nope la~actually me too but sometimes okok ba~~XD

Hope is a happy day 4 all~:D

Saturday>>>

no mood study...

Dunnoe those guide to study...

Damn...

just almost 5++pages like tat...

when open my book i just want close my eye...

no eye see...

help my mum+DVD

SIGH!!!!!!!

night>>>

suddenly mum steaming rice dumplings 4 me...

eat lor...

then...Haizzzz!!!!

Dai sei!!!

Stomachache until morning wakes up...

Sunday>>>

5:00am++

Visit to the Grandfather’s n grandmum's Grave...

okok lol....nothing special...but......

still stomachache....ishssss......

damn!!!!

another grave another area......

super duper hot...

12pm++ bck home n take a bath...

2pm sleep until 11pm++...

Formerly dun want attend monday's class but...

suan la....last class....not bad......

We plan go eat dim sum but delay to wednesday...

Sigh!!!!

Still left 6 more days want exam ad....

how???wait the time to die la!!......

no mood study no mood revision!!!!

dunnoe which guide to study....

no mood at all!!!!!

Haizzzzzz!!!

Headache!!!!

Dizzy!!!!

 

I likes this~~~@.@

Suddenly suit my mood~~~

Haizzzz!!!!!!

~!@#$%^

HaPPy APriL FoOL

Actually i no intend to fool ppl 2day but...

giv ppl fool d n...

haha suddenly wakes up n also nothing to do so...

i pick up my phone n start to fool ppl...

lie ppl say class cancel...

i noe so lame but...

just kidding mah~~~

After fool ppl i really feel happy nia~~

wakakaka~~~bt i lose to fool ah Joyce lol~~

because she dint reply me n i thought she will be take seriously...

confess myself...

finally she tel me that she just wakes up n see my sms...

urghhhhrrrrssss........lose case 1...

Joycely>>

success fool her haha....

but when reach campus i dint see her...

at that time i just realize she going to Singapore already...

ooooappppppsssss~~like giv ppl fool me back....

lose case 2~~~

Actually i wanna fool ppl continuously but...

dunnoe wat happen suddenly i feel so so so tired n no mood to fool ppl already...

i sleep when ms sudha class...

blur blur de pass the time...

arghhrrrsssss~~all my frens give u all flee tis times but next times u will noe it....

when back home i just sleep n not willing to wakes up but...

i need wakes up n help my mum drive to take something 4 her...

haizzzzz really so so so tired...

Fulfilling day

Always feel lazy n tired recently...

Maybe is because the changeable weather...

Damn blurr...

Monday evening straight sleep until wakes up at 2am++ without eat my supper...

After wakes up n cannot fall asleep already...

Music n also blogging time...but...

Revision my english at the same time...

8:45am

Still raining n lazy-ing...

Reach eevon home at 9:45am ...

They ask me drive as a punishment because i am late...

1st round

Desa Aman Puri~~

Badminton~~

w0w~~We like playing kung fu than play badminton~~

cuz our SOUND~~ haha~:P

All sorts of funny movements appear in front of our eyes~~:P

Funny nia~~:P

2nd round

time 4 us to make decision~~

hate it~~

Finally go having our breakfast at Sg Buloh~~:p

Finally I can finish my breakfast as no rely on other ppl~~

Tats testify i really dint having my supper last 9~~haha

On the way back Kepong

All kind of the suggestion 4 our next round~!@#$%^

Batu Caves~~Genting~~Selayang Mall~~1U~@#$!%^&*

Finally we decide go Bowling at bremmall~~

All sorts of funny movements appear in front of our eyes again and again~~

haha~~:P After that we bck home~~

Actually...

We all do not care about the results but we really enjoyed the process~~

After out in a sweat, i really feel comfortable and awake...

Really enjoyed it...

Happy is because i gt a full day with my dearest frens~~

ivy eevon n jercy...

n finally i really complete my bs assignment...

(actually only the summary nia):P 

I love you all~~:P

关于我们之间

我们俩~
可说是命中注定~~
form 1 同班认识彼此~~


变得有默契，一起笑，一起颠，一起开心和伤心。。。
分享我们的一点一滴。。。
就当我们各自拿了小时候的照片给对方看时~


好熟悉的脸孔。。。
我们居然有同一张照片。。。
太神奇了！！！真是难以相信！！！


原来我们的缘分就从幼儿园开始~~
还跳同一支舞呢！！
w0w~~我们居然在中学时又重遇了~~


form1>
当时的我们，还有她。。
都是班上最要好的朋友。。。
然而另一个她的出现。。。
我们就和她的距离越来越远了。。


还记得当时我们时常去她的家玩。。。
你和他的弟弟玩打架了。。。
你第一次来我家。。。
也是跟我弟弟玩打架。。。


没错~~
是说你啦！！！
连淑仪~~

                                          你的leng相~~


至今，虽然我家人认不出你。。。
可是他们都会说：
（你有一个朋友一来到就跟你弟弟玩打架的）
他们都对你印象深刻哦！！！
你逃不掉了！！哈哈~~


form2~form5
我们又不同班了~~
“分开”了几年~~
我们各自都有各自的朋友~~


但是我们也有保持联络~~
直到毕业了~~
太久没见你了~~
又有点想念你~~


拿到车牌后就常常去你家。。
“谈心事”，玩。。。
不久后我们又念同一间学院。。
大家不同班所以又开始少联络了。。


可是偶尔我们还是会一起啦！
你简直就是我姐妹嘛！！
衣服都shareshare穿了~
我们一起笑一起哭~~


一起互相诉苦。。
还记得在你房间的床我们发生什么事情吗？？
哈哈！！就在那谈心事~~
我抱着你的枕头~~


一起睡在那边聊不停~~
小声讲大声笑~~
哈哈哈！！你哥还说我们是同性恋呢！
哈哈~~搞笑到~~


我们真的是无话不谈~~
你就像是我的守护天使~~
知道我淋一点点雨就会病，
每当下雨你就叫我不要淋雨~~


我知道~
你了解我~~
你时常都把我当是“公主”看待~~
时常都蛮照顾我的~~
我不是公主啦！！:O
那是很久以前的事了~~


我知道~~
虽然我的外表看起来蛮坚强的~~
可是你却知道我是多么的脆弱~~


我常跟你说~~
自己一个不开心好过别人也跟着我不开心~~
所以我时常强颜欢笑~~
一个人悲伤就好~~


可是每当我用笑来掩饰自己时~~
都会被你发现~~
然后你就会叫我说出来~~
帮我分担~~


我的泪水又一而再；再而三的出现在你面前~~
你不嫌我爱哭就好了~~


因为每次别人哭时我也会跟着哭~~
没办法~~我也控制不住的~~
你可是我肚子里的一条虫~~哈哈


我生病时不喜欢吃药，
你甚至还叫我吃药~~
因要看到我把药吃完才甘愿~~

                              你弄的~~:P


看见我为感情是困扰时你也和我一起分担。。。
甚至时常安慰我。。
还记得有一次我对着你哭了。。
你居然对着我笑。。:O
你说当时的我很好笑。。


你每次都叫我dun think too much~~~
可是我就是think too much~~~
哈哈~~


有时你说我的动作很好笑~~
看着我时你会哈哈大笑~~
结果大家就一起笑~~


我不是食量小。。。
而是少吃多餐。。。
每次吃不完的东西。。
你都帮我解决掉。。。
真像我的妈妈啊！！


你有了学院朋友和男友后，
没错我们的确是少见了~~
可是我们也一如往常~~
感情没有变淡~~


这是我们坚固的友谊~~
我们的友谊是放在心中的~~


不过我发现我们不懂是不是时常见面见到我们sienz了~~
原来我们很少拍照的叻！！

我，你，还有淑敏~~~

我的panda眼~~虽然不美可是没办法~~

因为我们太少拍照了！！！

我还记得你对我说的一句。。
（我死都要你！！）
我听了后就叫你别乱说，
等下别人误会了我就没人要啦~~哈哈~~


然后你就补充说：
（我死都要你 —— 当我的伴娘，姐妹~）
感动一下咯！！哈哈
不过还是要问你;
{你真系甘恨嫁mie???}haha


很冷的告诉你~
我爱你哟！！

我死也不会放开你了~~
我会狠狠的咬着你不放~~
你不准躲我哦！！！
哈哈哈！！！

你就像这把雨伞为我遮风挡雨

                              

Diary

I don't know y i feel too lazy recently...
Maybe is because i too late sleep...
Insomnia recently leh...


Friday morning
When i asleep until i not be willing to wakes up...
My phone suddenly ringing n i pick it up...


Sry maybe i am late...
I realize that i need drive today...but...
Finally not me drive...haha...:P
Can sleep at car jor...^^


On the way~~
Seldom will jam at sg buloh~~
Accident~~God bless them~~
Actually i also feeling intranquil ...


w0w~~
The new lecturer that replace our Miss Azita~~~


No words can describe~~
Just know he really ugly, abnormal and also childish~~
haizzz~~dun wan say about it~~><~~


Very not easy we wait until the class finish~~
Me Joyce Joycely Jercy and Yvonne
1+1 steamboat at 1U~~

our lunch:P

10 seconds~~haha~~


Over value~~
Delicacies~~
Enjoyed it~~


After class>>
Heavy raining lol~~
My cute cute umbrella now is useful nia~~
But also wet wet wet~~~
Give the lightning scared me lol~~
Fearful~~><~~


SeCrEtLy~~~luckily i din't drive today~~
Really heavy raining nia~~
Now i also feel headache maybe is caught in the rain~~
Y i always like the bean curd???


Always fragile~~~


Always sick???~~
Cheer up~~~